Poetry: Selections from Mark Parsons
Skin
With his
wife’s resistance
Proceeding
to lessen with every encounter,
The
General studies the fetish
His jump
boot reflects in the bull-polished toe cap,
The home
base’s off-limits med lab
And rec
center
As
ground-level, wide angle
Fish
eye
His hand
buffs
In small,
neat controlled circles,
Tight
rings on thin
Layers
Of polish
and not the black leather
Itself,
So the
slightest touch
To the
layered laminate brittle polish
Could
crack or shatter
The thin
diaphanous glass-like shine,
Causing
the leather to break,
As the
nourishing oils supplied by the polish
Don’t
penetrate, reach the leather
That
shows
To the
tiniest detail
The
cavernous
Hangar
As
mind-eater
Convex
design magnum opus.
How’s the
host?
Doing
well.
Then come
on!
Heard over
General Shoegaze’s shoulder, behind him.
The lead
mad scientist
Banters
with colleagues and escorts the patient—
X—on whose
body a carpet of
Caulliflower
floret
Patterned
Keratin
blossomslike carapace,
Exoskeleton
Tree bark
armor plate
Grown
where clinicians precisely
Administered
Prim and
immaculate
Lesions,
long
Since
forgotten, the patient’s skin
Figured
like
Wood with
defects,
Its wild,
unpredictable grain
Sought out
despite a
Well-known
inclination to shatter
Once put
on a lathe,
With a
spindle
Turning
the wood
Of a
beautiful blight,
Infestation.
Prized for
its visual drama and rarity
(Just like
Patient X!).
A swollen,
diseased Rubenesque
Outbreak
Of cracked
and split-open
Burls that
were caused by an over-reacting
Immune
system
Cellular
level response
Ruptures
the net-like reticular surface
Of scales,
interlocking
Texture of
twisting grain, discontinuous
Overlapping
successively
Formed and
shed
Fissured
layers of outer periderm
That
yields bulbous distended protrusions
Dense and
resistant to splitting:
Bear
scratches,
Quilted,
Ambrosia,
ghost,
Angel’s
stairs, tiger’s eye,
Bird’s
eye, and spalted,
And other
species-specific deformities:
Hard to work, rone to chip, break apart unpredictably.,
Tentacles
Horny
emergence of keratin marks
Like a
blisterpack
Arrayed on
the freshly baked
Pie crust
terrain
That’s his
painted silicone
Face and
brow,
Temple and
cheekbone,
Jawline
and chin, as the camera pans,
And his
best side
Leaps
Into
sharpest, most vivid relief for the
Simple-minded,
naïve, and
Wide-eyed
French
Polynesian
Bride,
prepubescent body
Devoid of
sexual
Dimorphism, absent
all secondary sex
Characteristics
(read:
The exotic
signified, fixed
And
immutable outline
A privilege
of white male fantasy)
Blurring
lines
Legally,
socially, morally
(Like a
tropical sun that obliterates,
Swallows
up forms)
(The
traditions in painting derived
From
societal norms
Necessarily
Western,
patriarchal)
He left
behind,
Yet are
still in mind:
He assumes
the prize, tries
But in
vain to partake
Of a
Buddhist exemption from rules
He himself
didn’t make.
Prime
ocean-front real estate
Paid
for
With bad
roles, in bad films,
He paid
once,
He refuses
to pay again.
Make that
twice,
Friend—
Yet
still…
Running
water
Away
From those
keen on domestic entrapment
Of
fugitive, those who would
Lure him,
only to
Set the
very same hook
A
rebellious and crude
Adolescent
might use to get one
Of her
visible bodily sites
That’s
traditionally if not also
Relentlessly
fetishized
Pierced,
before needlessly showing it off
To her
mother’s new boyfriend,
Who dreams
of the swollen and rubbery cheeks
Of a
seasoned, middle-aged woman
Prone to
emotional eating, symptom or sign
Of an
excess of sympathy,
As a
flying succubus, run-to-buck,
Weaponized
mouth
From the
open and eerily illumined icebox
Escapes
and alights on his face when his girlfriend gets something to eat
In the
course of her Halcyon sleepwalk at night.
Port of
the mandible-weapon
Killing an
injury
Called
death, killing the injury caused
By
awareness of death,
Every
weapon a future wound,
Every
wound
Will
become a weapon
Designed
kill,
And which
boyfriend,
Who’s
really not anyone’s boyfriend,
Finally
wakes with a start in his bachelor mancave recliner,
In front
of the wall-mounted, flat panel
4K TV,
home shopping channel announcer dressed
In a
low-cut top of advanced engineered
Shapewear
that threatens to wardrobe malfunction
Her
generous, overripe assets….
His
heart
Calloused,
grown hard,
His
humanity drained from the monolith head
Prototype
classical profile
Of
aquiline nose and elongated face with a high, steeply-pitched brow
(All his
humanity
Cast
temporarily, destined to run
And
evacuate, leave an impression that’s faint
In the
darkness
A thatched
hut casts,
Drenched
in
South
seasunlight,
The
lines
Of his
noble features
Remain
intermittently visible
Beneath
fat:
A man gone
to seed, lump,
A brass
ingot stamped, cold drop
Forged in
a closed die:
The
finished product devolves, comes
Full
circle:
First
impression now
Faint,
He finds
out (though too late).
This
is
For those
who win,
This
is
For
winners,
The
worst
Place on
earth.
Virus
extracted
But
nothing respires—
There was
never a pore that was clogged
With this
death-cult modernity,
Yet eyes
well and blood runs for the first time
In a
gilded age
Little
girls can aspire to
Live
in,
Inhabit
before adolescence
Transitions
to awkward ungainly mature sexuality,
A kind of
adulthood
That
cordons off, cordons off...
What?
No one
knows,
Least of
all
Girls who
resist giving up, giving in
To demure,
in exchange for the life-sentence prison conventional manners assure—
Which is
hard
On the
young man, valet
To a
person or persons unknown—
Not
unknown!
Rather on
company orders—
Whose
workout over, his workout summary
Scrolling
past and displayed as red
Light-emitting
diodes behind a thru-hole mount,
Limpid and
seamless as water
Across
individual squares of the stock market ticker-style readout
(Postage
stamp
Sized
reflective blocks
Visible,
set in the greyish matte overlay
[Head at
an angle])
That plays
as a counterpoint,
Mocking
his maximum heartrate achieved—
Our young
man falls away
To
sink
Back in
the lithe,
Glabrous,
Sexually
ambiguous
Arms of
the dancers, androgynous
Faces made
up
So the
features are masculine, heavy
Yet
delicate, sharp…
He
retreats
To his
inner life,
And
laconically grinning,
Cut-off,
good-natured, and cynical
Says
To
new-minted counterfeit man,
Who’s not
really the man he’s pretending to be,
“I like your work.”
Mark Parsons' poems have been recently published or are forthcoming in Ex Pat Press, Dreich, Cape Rock, A Thin Slice of Anxiety, and I-70 Review. His book of poems, Stills, was published by Southernmost Books in 2023. His chapbook, Lake Tahoe is an Elegy, is forthcoming from Alien Buddha Press in December 2023. He lives in Tucson, Arizona.
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